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Wrapping up year 2009

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All things considered, I’m glad this year is over. To me, and to all of you out there, I wish 2009 brings you:

Health
Peace
Light

In that order, because the subsequent depends on the predecent ones…

That you may find the path that will lead you to happiness, knowing that, first of all, each and everyone of us has to rely on his/her own self above all things and above all the others. Listen to the voice that lives inside of yourself, and follow it. Try to balance your head advices with your heart feelings and everything will be just fine. And when in doubt – do nothing. Exactly, stay quiet. Time will make you see clearer inside of you and will help you find the way out… or in, depending on which way you need to go, hehehe

Blessed be !

*smiles and blows a kiss*

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League’s fan

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To comfort myself from my recent hair flop (see post below) I went to pick up League‘s latest release. This has been one of my favourite stores for many months already (I recall posting their first Steampunk outfit when I still lived in Tuscany, so you see) and I fell in love with this outfit as soon as I laid my eyes on it.

A great wool-knitten dress, with a preciously detailed texture. Amazing sleeves that cover half of your hand (I tend to be nuts about these in FL, lol). Two different prim skirt styles, a tight one and a really fluffy one with a lacelike bottom. A slouchneck with two amazing nanny-pins. Great high socks (my preferred height, I totally dislike socks that only go a bit higher than our knees, they make them look really thin!), legwarmers and even boot-feet!

Yay, I’m in love ! (and thanks anji for letting me use your studio, I’ve been having loads of fun hehehe)

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Hair problems

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I loved KUROTSUBAKI hairstyles ever since I spotted them at AnaLu’s blog. I’ve been keeping their demos in my inventory for ages and couldn’t decide buying one just because they didn’t have my hair colour and I’m not patient enough to spend time looking for the exact tone and re-colour all those prims.

Today however, I decided to give it a try. After all, the hairs are really cheap – only 100L$ each colour – so I figured out I had not much to loose.

Hair on my head, I flew back home and started re-colouring. Not easy to get the exact colour I wanted to, and it took me just a few minutes to find out why. The problem there was not only the colour, but the fact that KUROTSUBAKI hair textures suck! Yeaps, beautiful styles, lousy textures. I digged in my inventory, pulled out some textures I caught along the way and tried them on. Argh, that was awful – now I know where the store’s textures come from, anyway lol! Went to Xstreet SL, bought a single coloured-texture that looked like my favourite orange-carrot tone and … blhargh again! All the good hair textures seem to be sold in all-colour packs and are really expensive. The single tones, far cheaper, are not good enough, though.

This led me to a dilemna… should I pay a bunch of dollars just to have ONE decent carrot hair texture ? Or should I just stick with a hair that I will hardly wear ? Oh dear, time made me more and more demanding with the quality of prims I put over my ole self!

Thus… anyone out there with a suggestion on what to do ? I wouldn’t mind paying a bit for a single good texture – there has to be other options between one lousy 30L$ texture and a full 3000L$ pack!! And the design of the hairs is really sweet…

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Thank you

This Christmas, dear Goddess, I only want to tell you that I am grateful.

Because my fridge is full and I don’t starve.
Because my feet are kept warm and I have no cold.
Because my bed is cozy and embraces me each evening when I lay my head on my pillows.
Because there’s soft music playing out loud on the radio.
Because the tv plays my favourite tv series over and over again.
Because my cat plays with my hands and challenges me to play with her.
Because of these couple of friends who love me and care about me. They make me laugh and bear with my endless rantings always there, always trying to make me thinking otherwise, always pulling me towards the light.
Because of this awesome guy who stands by my side and is the rock and pillar on which my balance is built each day.
Because of this extraordinary son of mine who’s so responsible and attentive and sweet and who, I am sure, will be an amazing adult one of these days. It is the mission of my life to help him fulfiling all those dreams that live inside of him, even though he’s not still aware they are there.

I may not be yet in peace with the world, dear Goddess. There is still too much anger and resentment in my soul. I still feel I was robbed and cheated and betrayed.

But I do hope that bit by bit all these ugly feelings may go away. With your help, the day may come when I’ll get rid of all that and may even forgive those who abused my good faith.

For now, I just wanted you to know that I feel grateful for everything you have given me. I look around and feel protected and safe. I look at the sky and know you are there, everywhere, and you will always be. And as long as you give me the strenght to wake up each day and face the world outside, I know everything will be allright.

So, I guess, most of all, sweet Goddess – thank you because you didn’t quit on me and helped me not to surrender to dispair. The greatest gift you gave me this year, after all, was… life.

Forever grateful,
C.

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Pick your profile

For an avid profile reader as me, Picks sometime tell a lot more than the general tab in everyone’s profile. You see… the main tab only lets you know what the person him/herlself wishes you to know. It works like… self-marketing, of course!

Picks, on the other hand, reveal a lot. They tell whether you’re a place person, a wonderer and explorer or if you’re a people’ person, of the kind that breads an extense family in-world. They show the others if you’re business oriented or easy-going. And beyond those pieces of information that lay public for anyone to see, they also let us know whether you’re more on the practical side or on the dreamer one, often giving us hints on what you find aesthetical on or your own lifestyle…

Me… I suddenly realized my picks are like a moveable grave, filled with people and places that no longer exist, either for me or objectively speaking. Thus… after the re-shapping, it’s about time to get rid of dead bonds. They are but weight upon one’s shoulders. Guess I will keep Maggie’s entry, just because I like to speak with her sometimes. The rest, I’m sure LLs have a hungry trash bin, hehehe

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Reshaping #2

There – my new me. Exactly as I feel I am inside. 😀

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You ought to be near me to check how much smaller I am these days, though *winks* Anyway, I guess you can always compare with the picture on the blog header and notice my neck doesn’t seem to be a giraffe one no longer… and the differences on eyes, mouth and chin, hopefully

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Plurking

Yes, I had heard of Plurk before. And read of lots of SLers using it. As I heard of Twitter and never joined. As more recently I’ve heard of Multiply and didn’t even bothered cheking it.

In a kind of odd way maybe, I’m not really much into social networking. My FaceBook, for example, is abandonned most of the time and each time I open it oooohh boy, it’s hours going through all the gifts and sending gifts back. I have to admit it, that’s something that I’ll check once in a while whenever I really have nothing else to do… which doesn’t happen that often.

Plurk, however… I find it really entertaining. For someone like me, who I’m mostly a voyeur of the human nature, it is a delight for my vampire eyes, no doubt, ahahaha

So… I trully recommend it to everyone. It allows you to stay in touch with your friends, and even the whole world if you want to. And in the way through, you take a peak into people’s heads, hehehe

Oh yeah!! I have a new toy ! Weeeeeee! *biiig smile*

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Snowing

I first saw it in Katie’s blog, then totally forgot about it. But today, it really is so darn cold outside, I had to have some snow in my blog (and also in In&Out, hope you don’t mind, babe!).

So don’t you forget your scarves and caps, your gloves as you read this, hehehe… are we having a snowball fight ? weeee!

(very funny and however I do miss summer badly, hope these days go away as fast as possible… that, or my boss thinking it’s time for me to retire and move to Bora Bora, hehehe)

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Reshaping

After two years wearing the same shape, I finally decided it was time to reflect on my image all the inner changes I have gone through during this whole year. For many months I have adopted carrot as my hair colour… and that is totally me, so it will stay. As for the rest, I’ve been working on it, a little bit each day.

I am not too sure whether the subjacent idea is getting closer to my own FL shape, still deciding if that is the way to go. But no doubt, I chose a much more realistic approach.

First of all, I finally realised I didn’t want to height about 2m in my secondlife. If you look to new-residents shapes well… you may not like it, and they make you feel like you’re just another figure among the dozen thousands users. But look again. They are balanced. And they’re not huge, they display a reasonable height. All things considered, I decided to shrink to some 1,70m something. That was about 20 cm at least less than I had, and gives you a totally different perspective of the world and people around you.

Obviously, when you shrink like that, there are a few other factors you better pay attention. Like… you also have to shrink your head. Find a new balance between your torso and legs. Check on the size of your hands. And most probably, you will need to resize your breast as well, so you are able to walk around on your straight spine ahahaha. At least I felt I had to do it.

Keep in mind… changing your size will have an impact on hairs, for instance. With this new me, I started appreciated those hair designers who make their products available in different sizes – or with a re-sizing script. I know designers produce their items on their own shape. But it is certainly a value-add when some of them makes an effort to make their costumers’ life easier. For instance, I got totally disappointed when I realised ETD’s hair almost don’t shrink… how can that possibly be ??

Oh well.. let’s proceed.

Now that I had this whole new body with which I felt totally comfortable and that reflects this normal me person, I turned my attention to my face. Corrected some of the features I really wasn’t mad about, on my eyes, mouth, neck and chin. Then, I decided I wanted to get over the prototype of the blue-eyed red-haired, and gave myself a pair of… plain brown eyes, AH! Actually not as dark as my FL eyes, these are more of a chocolate tone and were lost in my inventory. I am actively looking for a definitive pair, since these are not of a great quality, but since I wasn’t able to find this exact tone anywhere, I’ll stick to them for the moment. Open to suggestions where to look for something very similar… only better, hehehe

Then, wit all this, I got rid of my earlier Nyte’n’Day skins. Sorry, that has nothing to do with me. The Vogue ones, I left them in my inventory for now but I just know I’ll not wear them much… maybe if they had better eyebrows. Thus, I’m being totally loyal to Cupcakes and this Afrodite skin that has this most natural look.

Finally… feet. Well, maybe because I was used to be tall and have small feet, now I find my feet are huge. But then again, it may be me, who in FL have tiny feet as well. I’m sure one of these days I’ll be able to see me in shoes and think my feet look great, hehehe.

Had loads of fun… and feeling this is still a work in progress. Curious, huh ? I think we tend to stuck with a shape once we feel happy with it. And yet, it was really important for me to change, for I felt that image was no longer me.

Now, I only need to change my surname to be a happy happy girl, hehehe… have been looking at some new ones, hehehe. And one of them is Delicioso, oh gosh – it means delishious in portuguese and I jsut wonder who in the goddess name would want such a surname And yet, I already saw some of them around ahahahaha!

NOTE – post to be updated with a couple of pictures and slurls later on.

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Lovers and Friends

Sometime ago, I was part of the jury of the Golden Pixels, a in-world festival intended to reward some of the best machinima produced in the metaverse.

One of the videos in contest featured Pa DeCosta’s song “Lovers and Friends”. Directed by Roselinda Mayo and her partner Eymerich, it was one of my favorites since I first set eyes on it. As for the song… well, just pay attention to the lyrics and you will know why do I find it so meaningful.

Maybe because my babe was smiling at me when I woke up this morning. Or maybe because he was smiling at me when I close my eyes and set to sleep yesterday, lol. Or even… because that is what we are, me and Petros – lovers and friends, amongst many other things, hehehe

All I know is that this tune sneaked into my mind, so I thought it better just to release it and sing it all day long, hehehe

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